orange alert

got a voicemail all the way from manila. my mom saying how worried she is. and how my dad is as well—he was up all night watching cnn and bbc, gathering news on the subway terror alert currently in effect here in new york. can't say i feel 100% safe coz i did entertain the thought of biking to work this morning but immediately killed it when i decided to instead sleep out the extra time id spend on biking. was able to speak with my mom. told her and my dad not to worry. it's of no good use to anyone anyway. just keeps the risk of hypertension up. so to everyone out there wondering how [safe] i am, no worries. i am taking good care of myself, although i really dont have control of anyone who decides to sit beside me and detonate a bomb that blows the brains out of anyone within a 5 meter radius. besides, that's their business. and im pretty sure, at least i hope so, bush and his guarddogs are on those terrorist motherf--krs. as the greatest president ever of this nation says, "terrorism won't stand." so no worries. ill be safe and will make sure to enjoy this coming weekend. but just in case that bomber does decide to sit beside me on the subway, please clean up my room once you discover the mess it's in. thanks. and feel free to help yourself to the clothes that are scattered all over the place. just get rid of the stinky socks though coz im sure they're too gross to reuse.